Human in practice...

I remember those butterflies
The strange happiness
Like a bird nestled in thorns,
A cold briar bush


We grabbed eachother’s hands
like kids to the pool.
Our first day of summer, 
We jumped into the frigid water.


We played like children
Smiles, giggles and carelessness.
We thought as if we had it all. 
Even though we wouldn’t for long


I remember the day we parted again.
The look in your eyes was strange
I saw a misty sadness.
The sad look of someone who cared



You were my sunshine until one day
The overcast set us away
And out sprouting seed had died
The fruit of our love had died


And yes, I still read your poetry
Your “Sexual reproduction of pen and paper”
I read them as reminders
Someone has always cared


God blessed the many moons
The ones of our nights away
They kept us together
You kept me from falling apart.

Yes, you read that right. I finally found a guy that i like and now i am very nervous. I’ve never been with a guy before and i hope that it is the same principal as women. I Really like this guy and i dont want to screw this up. Any suggestions?